Thursday :'(

First off OMG GIN
she died
:'(
ELI♥ I feel so bad for him. He finnally found himself someone, literally in the middle of outerspace. Maybe not the perfect person but at least it's one kind of happy for him and what happens??? she's murdered.
He looked so SAD and and :'(
I dont get why the writers are so mean too him. IT's enough that he has self esteem issues, his mom has AIDS AND he's stuck out in outer space. And know everyone he loves either rejects him (chloe) and know Gin died.

And then the Chem test. I've never felt SO clueless on a test before. And THAT WOMAN kept staring over my shoulder. I bet she keeps thinking what an idiot whenever she sees me. And more so when she marks my tests. I like chem but not hte way she teaches it. and Shit i have to do the lab with anna tommorow and i'll be clueless as to what im calculatiing.

We got our PINS for Uni registering today. I feel so unprepared. I want to badly give up but my stupid PRIDE wont let me. I guess thats a good thing but still. It'll be the ONLY good thing my pride does for me.

What else. Oh after the chem test celine was selling muffins for book club OHH they were nummy. The ICING SO GOOD i want to eat a whole pack of icing know it made me feel so much better.

:)

I feel depressedy again but I dont know where mamma hid the mars and assorted hearshey bars. :(

Im gonna console myself with Bones and maybe try and find some new manga/anime or something to make me feel better??.

And wow i've been updating alot lately...surprising.

~Live, Laugh, ARR