So today was the Math Test...
It's not fair during the test I know most things but don't connect to that's what the question is asking
its not fair
and I think my chem teacher called home too...
in world issues sasha showed me Pirates of the Carribean right before chem it made me SO happy
JACK♥
but yeah im pretty unhappy today
and the library issues was word
and certain people in the place of taking food are acting weird for the past two days...
tommorow is the law trip happy bout that
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Thursday :'(
First off OMG GIN
she died
:'(
ELI♥ I feel so bad for him. He finnally found himself someone, literally in the middle of outerspace. Maybe not the perfect person but at least it's one kind of happy for him and what happens??? she's murdered.
He looked so SAD and and :'(
I dont get why the writers are so mean too him. IT's enough that he has self esteem issues, his mom has AIDS AND he's stuck out in outer space. And know everyone he loves either rejects him (chloe) and know Gin died.
And then the Chem test. I've never felt SO clueless on a test before. And THAT WOMAN kept staring over my shoulder. I bet she keeps thinking what an idiot whenever she sees me. And more so when she marks my tests. I like chem but not hte way she teaches it. and Shit i have to do the lab with anna tommorow and i'll be clueless as to what im calculatiing.
We got our PINS for Uni registering today. I feel so unprepared. I want to badly give up but my stupid PRIDE wont let me. I guess thats a good thing but still. It'll be the ONLY good thing my pride does for me.
What else. Oh after the chem test celine was selling muffins for book club OHH they were nummy. The ICING SO GOOD i want to eat a whole pack of icing know it made me feel so much better.
:)
I feel depressedy again but I dont know where mamma hid the mars and assorted hearshey bars. :(
Im gonna console myself with Bones and maybe try and find some new manga/anime or something to make me feel better??.
And wow i've been updating alot lately...surprising.
~Live, Laugh, ARR
she died
:'(
ELI♥ I feel so bad for him. He finnally found himself someone, literally in the middle of outerspace. Maybe not the perfect person but at least it's one kind of happy for him and what happens??? she's murdered.
He looked so SAD and and :'(
I dont get why the writers are so mean too him. IT's enough that he has self esteem issues, his mom has AIDS AND he's stuck out in outer space. And know everyone he loves either rejects him (chloe) and know Gin died.
And then the Chem test. I've never felt SO clueless on a test before. And THAT WOMAN kept staring over my shoulder. I bet she keeps thinking what an idiot whenever she sees me. And more so when she marks my tests. I like chem but not hte way she teaches it. and Shit i have to do the lab with anna tommorow and i'll be clueless as to what im calculatiing.
We got our PINS for Uni registering today. I feel so unprepared. I want to badly give up but my stupid PRIDE wont let me. I guess thats a good thing but still. It'll be the ONLY good thing my pride does for me.
What else. Oh after the chem test celine was selling muffins for book club OHH they were nummy. The ICING SO GOOD i want to eat a whole pack of icing know it made me feel so much better.
:)
I feel depressedy again but I dont know where mamma hid the mars and assorted hearshey bars. :(
Im gonna console myself with Bones and maybe try and find some new manga/anime or something to make me feel better??.
And wow i've been updating alot lately...surprising.
~Live, Laugh, ARR
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Stress
Ugh I'm feeling SO stressed lately.
Specifically from Chemistry and the Math.
I've made too many mistakes in life.
I should have dropped Physics and Anthro last year and taken TEch. Design and Comm. Tech where I would have been happier and done better. and then I should have finished off Chem 12 in Summer School. And then if I'd done that I could have taken Tech. Design and COmm Tech 12 this year and gotten REALLY good grades.
I want to drop Chem 12 but the issue is tha I need it, if I take it Night School then I have to take it next semester and then I have to juggle Calculus, Chem and Bio. and have 5 courses.
I seriously wish I could re-do high school, like from the start. Straight from grade 9. I would do so much better. I would have tried harder in courses where I didnt before, I would make different choices.
Now I'm even thinking maybe I should have gone into the arts????
I dunno I feel like my life is SUCH A mess right know.
I havea Math test last period today and I am NOT prepared.
Then reight before lunch I havea Chem Lab. GOD I seriously don't want to go into Chem anymore. I feel everytime I go there it's like suffocation or slow death or something. See there is another mistake. I should have switched out of World ISsues and taken Chem 12 with Mr. Hall.
It's just to much. I feel like I wont even make it into University. I feel like a complete failure in life and I try not to cry but god im screaming on the inside. It's giving me so much stress. I hope I dont break down or something. I just feel like I want to restart my life like form day 1 and live it differently. But then that would mean I wouldnt turn out like me. It's sucha double edged sword.
I haven't even laughed seriously in such a long time. Thant's not me I usually have at least ONE thing too be happy about but I'm so depressed and unhappy and dissapointed to be happy about anything. Not even candy and chocolate is making me happy.
:'(
~Live Laugh, Love
Specifically from Chemistry and the Math.
I've made too many mistakes in life.
I should have dropped Physics and Anthro last year and taken TEch. Design and Comm. Tech where I would have been happier and done better. and then I should have finished off Chem 12 in Summer School. And then if I'd done that I could have taken Tech. Design and COmm Tech 12 this year and gotten REALLY good grades.
I want to drop Chem 12 but the issue is tha I need it, if I take it Night School then I have to take it next semester and then I have to juggle Calculus, Chem and Bio. and have 5 courses.
I seriously wish I could re-do high school, like from the start. Straight from grade 9. I would do so much better. I would have tried harder in courses where I didnt before, I would make different choices.
Now I'm even thinking maybe I should have gone into the arts????
I dunno I feel like my life is SUCH A mess right know.
I havea Math test last period today and I am NOT prepared.
Then reight before lunch I havea Chem Lab. GOD I seriously don't want to go into Chem anymore. I feel everytime I go there it's like suffocation or slow death or something. See there is another mistake. I should have switched out of World ISsues and taken Chem 12 with Mr. Hall.
It's just to much. I feel like I wont even make it into University. I feel like a complete failure in life and I try not to cry but god im screaming on the inside. It's giving me so much stress. I hope I dont break down or something. I just feel like I want to restart my life like form day 1 and live it differently. But then that would mean I wouldnt turn out like me. It's sucha double edged sword.
I haven't even laughed seriously in such a long time. Thant's not me I usually have at least ONE thing too be happy about but I'm so depressed and unhappy and dissapointed to be happy about anything. Not even candy and chocolate is making me happy.
:'(
~Live Laugh, Love
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
OH SGU UPDATE
ELI GOT LUCKYYY
IM SO HAPPY
I LOVE ELI
Eli is my most favorite character in the stargate franchise next to Jack♥
He's so funny and I hated how he always got all the shit and how he has self-esteem issues.
But awww he's found himslef someone after bastard Chloe tormented him
I dont like her she's pretty annoying, I never saw what HE saw in her. Eli deserved much better. But at the same time I feel Jin/Gin is not for him. They dont fit well, they fit but not well. MAybe he'll find someone better after. I like Jin/Gin but I dont like them together it's not fan-girl worthy
;)
ELi is so adorable he needs someone I dont know yet...I just know that he should have someone differnt then Jin/Gin.
Another update THEY FOUND THE BRIG.
I'm acctually dissapointed though, I liked how it was secret with Rush for so long
:(
And Young was so mad, haha, the writers always make oppertunities to get Rush and Young to beat each other up its SO funny
XDD
anyway that was my little sci/fi nerd girl moment
:D
Live, Laugh, Love♥
IM SO HAPPY
I LOVE ELI
Eli is my most favorite character in the stargate franchise next to Jack♥
He's so funny and I hated how he always got all the shit and how he has self-esteem issues.
But awww he's found himslef someone after bastard Chloe tormented him
I dont like her she's pretty annoying, I never saw what HE saw in her. Eli deserved much better. But at the same time I feel Jin/Gin is not for him. They dont fit well, they fit but not well. MAybe he'll find someone better after. I like Jin/Gin but I dont like them together it's not fan-girl worthy
;)
ELi is so adorable he needs someone I dont know yet...I just know that he should have someone differnt then Jin/Gin.
Another update THEY FOUND THE BRIG.
I'm acctually dissapointed though, I liked how it was secret with Rush for so long
:(
And Young was so mad, haha, the writers always make oppertunities to get Rush and Young to beat each other up its SO funny
XDD
anyway that was my little sci/fi nerd girl moment
:D
Live, Laugh, Love♥
Novemeber so far
GRAWWWR, hig school is so frustrating. My friends were always saying how they hated high school. I acctually like it...up until this year. GRADE 12 IS SO STRESSFUL. I got sick, missed two days. missed a chem test. Whats more out of 5 days I only went to chem for one. I t felt SO good not having vhem -sigh- I wish I could rop.
>.>
World Issues --> PAIN IN THE ASS
I hjate writing essays, but essay is better than debate. I hate how debates get over so fast, I'm more of a discussion person, I dont like taking one point, I like looking at an issues from both perspectives, hearing other opinions and then forming my opinion on where I stand.
Thats precisely why I LOVE LAW ( crap I have hmwrk I should be doing :)
But well Life its so COMPLICATED.
TSK TSK
I'm not overly frustrated today, just not in the mood for dumb homework. But homework done is a better grade in class, and grades are the BIGGEST worry on my mind know.
GAHHH UNIVERSITY APPS>
SO TERRIFIED
O.O
My parents opinion though is I should become a lawyer instead of a vertebrate paleontologist. I say no because I am a generally neutral person. funny how that turned out
XD
Anyway it was a short post today, but back to work...or attempting work
:)
Live, Laugh, Love♥
>.>
World Issues --> PAIN IN THE ASS
I hjate writing essays, but essay is better than debate. I hate how debates get over so fast, I'm more of a discussion person, I dont like taking one point, I like looking at an issues from both perspectives, hearing other opinions and then forming my opinion on where I stand.
Thats precisely why I LOVE LAW ( crap I have hmwrk I should be doing :)
But well Life its so COMPLICATED.
TSK TSK
I'm not overly frustrated today, just not in the mood for dumb homework. But homework done is a better grade in class, and grades are the BIGGEST worry on my mind know.
GAHHH UNIVERSITY APPS>
SO TERRIFIED
O.O
My parents opinion though is I should become a lawyer instead of a vertebrate paleontologist. I say no because I am a generally neutral person. funny how that turned out
XD
Anyway it was a short post today, but back to work...or attempting work
:)
Live, Laugh, Love♥
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