SO, im coming out of denial about how much of a soft-hearted sap I am...
yes you read right, ME.
It's VERY sad. Dont get me wrong i love all those butch things, yes i loved 300 (no not cuz of Gerard Butler who looked like a hobo in underwear but because of all the blood :D)
but really like i watch these movies, read these books, and there are sequences wherein my heart melts and i just go AWWWWWWNNN
But EWWW its so disgusting I acctually gush over cutenes. ITS SO GROSS and DISGUSTING and makes me wanna PUKE. BLEGHHH
Heres how sad it is i go 'AWWWWWN' over cute smiles. Yes smiles make me go "how adorable" that is the level of sad sap i am.
And no i will not describe instances that make me go aww that will just crush whatever little dignity i have left right into Mother Earth.
It's VERY sad. Dont get me wrong i love all those butch things, yes i loved 300 (no not cuz of Gerard Butler who looked like a hobo in underwear but because of all the blood :D)
but really like i watch these movies, read these books, and there are sequences wherein my heart melts and i just go AWWWWWWNNN
But EWWW its so disgusting I acctually gush over cutenes. ITS SO GROSS and DISGUSTING and makes me wanna PUKE. BLEGHHH
Heres how sad it is i go 'AWWWWWN' over cute smiles. Yes smiles make me go "how adorable" that is the level of sad sap i am.
And no i will not describe instances that make me go aww that will just crush whatever little dignity i have left right into Mother Earth.
Heres worse i aww at cute little kids now too. I HATE THAT. I never awwned before, WHY START NOW???
I honestly dont get why this is happening to me??? Please dont say hormones im sick of that crap.
But honestly like i cant stop myself from (eww puke) but from grinning like a complete idiot and feeling all warm and fuzzy when im exposed to complete and utter adorability.
WHY MEE??
-facepalm-
Oh god now i have no respect left, but i had to get that out, otherwise it would bother me to no end
grawrrrrr
~Live, Laugh, ARR
I honestly dont get why this is happening to me??? Please dont say hormones im sick of that crap.
But honestly like i cant stop myself from (eww puke) but from grinning like a complete idiot and feeling all warm and fuzzy when im exposed to complete and utter adorability.
WHY MEE??
-facepalm-
Oh god now i have no respect left, but i had to get that out, otherwise it would bother me to no end
grawrrrrr
~Live, Laugh, ARR
Welcome to the fuzzeh side. Don't worry too much about it. These things are all about a bit of contradiction. You need to accept the gory and the cute to fully appreciate either.
ReplyDeleteIt happens to me too, but only in the darkest recesses of my mind.
ReplyDeleteWhenever it happens, I just shove it to the back of my mind while I conjure up reasons why it is NOT cute, and, in fact (in the case of a kid) very irritating.
I know. Not very mature... but, yeah, I hate that feeling too. >.<
I'd much prefer the gory stuff, but I cannot handle the sad stuff. One of the reasons I refuse to watch Gladiator. Give me some mindless action any day.