EWW

So lately I've been having revelations about myself. Actually no not lately, lets say I'm starting to break through my state of denial. Okay so before i do this let me just say that my dignity is about to be broken. Oh God, why am i even doing this. OKAY

SO, im coming out of denial about how much of a soft-hearted sap I am...

yes you read right, ME.
It's VERY sad. Dont get me wrong i love all those butch things, yes i loved 300 (no not cuz of Gerard Butler who looked like a hobo in underwear but because of all the blood :D)
but really like i watch these movies, read these books, and there are sequences wherein my heart melts and i just go AWWWWWWNNN

But EWWW its so disgusting I acctually gush over cutenes. ITS SO GROSS and DISGUSTING and makes me wanna PUKE. BLEGHHH
Heres how sad it is i go 'AWWWWWN' over cute smiles. Yes smiles make me go "how adorable" that is the level of sad sap i am.
And no i will not describe instances that make me go aww that will just crush whatever little dignity i have left right into Mother Earth.

Heres worse i aww at cute little kids now too. I HATE THAT. I never awwned before, WHY START NOW???

I honestly dont get why this is happening to me??? Please dont say hormones im sick of that crap.

But honestly like i cant stop myself from (eww puke) but from grinning like a complete idiot and feeling all warm and fuzzy when im exposed to complete and utter adorability.

WHY MEE??

-facepalm-
Oh god now i have no respect left, but i had to get that out, otherwise it would bother me to no end

grawrrrrr

~Live, Laugh, ARR