I know I haven't been posting lately, I feel I should turn this into a spill diary because I've been feeling pretty depressed lately.
School is just OMG, I feel so crushed, dissapointed and sad in there. I dread going to Math and Chem because those classes are scary. I got my intrims and I got what I expected.
I'm SO frustrated, I don't know what to do In Math I do all my homework and mostly I get what I'm doing and then on the Test its just like WTF is this shit. My teacher was like well the tests won't be like homweork, you have to think on the test. How the hell am I supposed to do a question backwards. I'm sorry but my brain dosent' work that way. Plus it was worse today because I was busy and tierd over the weekend and didn't do most of my math homework, OH and guess what he womework checked. I know I should have done it but like IT'S SO STRESSFUL!!! I want to be able to sleep peacefully for once. Even when I'm sleeping I have dreams about school and teachers and work and I'ts driving me INSANE.
It's the same for Chemistry. I DON'T EFFING GET WHAT THIS WOMEN TEACHES. Half the time she expects you to know crap. ILL KNOW IT IF YOU EXPLAIN THATS WHAT YOURE HERE FOR.
DAMN
Same thing for the test too, she's like oh I marked them they were so bad, yeah well I don't care but I ultimately have to so I can got to Uni. This sucks so much, I dont want to take half the courses I'm taking but I'm only taking them for University.
Oh and guess what it gets better, apparently I have a Math quiz tommorow. I HATE FUNCTIONS AND GRAPHING. They piss me off.
On a better note the only class I'm acctually enjoying right know is Law. I like the disscussions and things we are having. I just don't like all the homework we get.
World Issues is SO BORING, we get a crap load of work and I'm not learning anything. I pretty much waste my time in there, Plus its full of idiots i hoped never too see.
I'm so depressed, and I'm going to be even more so on thursday PARENT TEACHER MEETING. I'm so done with my life, It's so sad, I seriously want to have a break from life and living and not having to worry about grades and school.
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